i did it!! i fully completed all 3 spyro games!! all steam achievements and skill points too!! :3
this is a big dream of mine and im really happy!!
there are two sides of my dark psyche...
hehe art :3
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sometimes they are at the SAME TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
having fun with this skeb though :3 gonna sleep on it just in case
AAAAAANYWAY :3 i hope raid goes well!!! get the clear for all 8 of us and stuff
we decided to go with a random pug instead of a merc so that's good, dont need to fork out 500k
this live2d commission? extremely fun
unfortunately it takes almost all 16gb of my PC to draw
RAID OVER BABY!!
it went ok! getting closer to that p2 clear; maybe we'll see it this week! just gotta get through caloric 2
writing that blog post was a lot of fun, i wonder what i could write about next... maybe my art process?
reading about my old post about pizza makes me want to eat pizza
sent a link to my portfolio in party chat... if a nosy raid member sees this ......hi :3
happy that i wrote a blog post finally =w=
its here and its about minecraft :3
im literally SO tired how am i going to survive raid. im SO eepy.
WOOOOOOOO BIG WEBSITE UPDATES WOWOOWOWOWOWWOWO
umm :3 look at it please :3 ocs page
ive been working on it for like 7 hours now
it made me really happy today when me, my girlfriend and a mutual friend of ours were on the same mount together and he said something something "this is the trans mount" :)
i know that im /very/ fem presenting but it still makes me really happy...
i spent 7 hours today doing commission work
i woke up 7 hours ago
good thing i have raid in 2 hours yaaay (this is a cry for help)
at least the two commissions i did were fun to work on
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a friend is hanging out with me now and we are having a lot of fun :3
ive won already 5 times and i currently have a 3 win streak i AM the fall guy.
i did 10 runs of mentor roulette today!
here's how those runs went!
i am so uncomfrtoable.......why did i eat thatm uch pizza...
i ate . too much pizza im going to die good bye forever . ouguuhhh
girlfriend tries to rdm lb3
ifrit knockback, cancels lb3
....reaper steals lb3 LMAO
BIG WIN REAPER USED THEY/THEM ON ME BIG WIN BIG WIN BIG WIN IDC WHAT HAPPENS REST OF THE LOCKOUT
hehe theyre talking about things i already understand hehe i alt tab :3
hate when i see cool live2d rigs because it makes ME want to do rigging!! but i dont have anything TO rig!!
i need to study for pangenesis but i cant even form a thought in my head its that bad
raid today is really rough, my anaemia is really bad and it hasnt been this bad in a very long time. i can hardly keep myhead up and my eyes un-blurred and my reaction times are a solid second slow
After clearing the new Extreme trial a few times I have thoughts about it! I think it's a very solid fight; a 9/10, but I think I have some issues with it. My biggest one is FFXIV's netcode!! Void Bio and the black hole mechanic just don't work well unless you live close to the servers; there's been multiple times where I'm 100% not by the orb/black hole and I get a vuln from it anyway.
I think that this fight is... I don't want to say easy, but I saw enrage in one lockout. If you're experienced at the game, you can totally sightread everything! Except for the mechanic that's different based on the name; you'll probably need to be paying a LOT of attention to even notice that it's happening. I also think that watching a guide before heading in is a BIG mistake. All the guides I've seen for this fight really overcomplicate things!
I'm just glad it's not like Rubex - that extreme made me want to die. I hate mechanics that require spacial recognition & rotation in your mind because I'm really bad at it!! (Though I didn't struggle with Zodex or the first boss of Thaleia; mostly because you can sort of... fill in the blanks? Like lego!!)
Anyway, now that I have the new extreme on farm, I think it's a delightful fight.~ I've done it on Black Mage and Dancer now! Dancer is a SNOOZEFEST on this fight. You literally don't need to think about anything, though I think that's the case with most Dancer fights... Black Mage is alright? There's some really awkward timing with Ley Lines which kind of annoys me but it's nothing new. Figuring out where to save your movement is fun. My friends want me to tank it, which is going to be... interesting.
I took a tankbuster 4 minutes ago and I've been dead ever since ...
black mage btw
doing the new extreme in 14
honestly its pretty easy!! i watched a guide and didnt retain any of it, so this is practically blind, and we nearly have him down third pull...
at least they waited to do lore for me to wake up :3 (i think i was only asleep for 10 minutes or so)
AAAAAA I FELL ASLEEP DURING LANCER COMBAT
PEOPLE WERE TAKING TOO LONG TO DO TURNS I ACTUALLY FELL ASLEEP IN MY CHAIR
TEY WONT TELL ME HOW LONG I WAS ASLEEP FOR BUT MY NECK HURTS SO MUCH
I started this journey as a Miqo'te, and I want to finish it as one too.
I am happy!
POV you are insane because you decided about 4 hours ago (at 12am) that you would try and recover old FFXIV character appearance data and so you spent that time trying to get an old hard drive to work with your new PC but the hard drive was stuck so you accidentally broke it's old casing and when you tried to put it in your new pc your new pc's mounting system was too small for the hard drive so you instead had to put it externally but then you couldnt find the sata data ports so you put it back in your old pc but then your old pc wouldnt turn on (because its old and broken) so you had to go back and take it out and then you found the sata ports and now its currently outside of your PC and your entire computer is now an electrical hazard but yay you can access the files now
raid over for today. saw past cal1 twice which was cool. otherwise nothing really of note. hands hurt.
i like it when my friends are soft and kind to me and when they take care of me
me surprised when i dont take my iron for a few weeks and is now suffering from a HORRIBLE bout of anaemia <3 i am SO dizzy and SO tired an i cant breathe <3
i have raid in like 10 minutes btw <33
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAOMG OMGO MGOMGOGMGJHBGDHFHFHHBFHHJGJHGSJHG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG
new job, viper, uses ninja gear... that's so cool!! (❁´◡`❁)
im excited to try it out!! i dont think it's my ~aesthetic~ but that's ok, because it looks fun!!
i wonder if it'll play similar to red mage?
WATCHING FANFEST and the new trailer is SO COOL!!!!!
that new job looks SO SICK im so excited to see more from fanfest
lancer was so much fun today!! the sidequest was really enjoyable and we learned stuff about a friend PC which was really cool and insightful!!! we also got to do some pvp sparring which was really fun too!!
i love my friends so much!!
anyway im excited for today! im playing lancer ttrpg with my friends today~ its just a sidequest which is ok, because that means more lore!! and tomorrow we have the main quest, too! its a shame that im going into this so tired though (thanks night-time panic attack...)
my girlfriend is the one running the campaign and she does such a lovely and wonderful job and she works SO hard. if youre reading this hi hun!! :3
if you havent tried out lancer ttrpg you NEED to its a tabletop but with mechs and its SO cool and so much fun to RP in!!
something that sort of bothers me a LOT more than it should is when people on VGen send me a request and then they cancel it before even 24 hours have passed... like, it's okay if they just changed their mind! i get it!
but there's a part of me that thinks it might be because i took too long to respond and like ?? its been less than 24 hours ?? in some cases it's less than 12 and its like . i was asleep . or its like past 7pm and im not going to be checking my emails when its no longer work time!!
if it's on waitlist mode then idc cancel all you want if im taking too long lmao
or, there was this one person who couldnt afford the final price; which is 100% ok too!!
its just the random cancels w/o a reason that make me really worry that ive done something wrong?
(if youre somehow one of the people who sent me a request and then declined it, thank you for your support regardless!)
and honestly, something that gives me a lot of anxiety is how long i take to complete commissions, even though i know that im on the faster side of things!! but i still feel bad if i take more than like a week or two to complete something... which is funny to talk about, because a friend of mine has been ghosted for 4 weeks for a sketch that was meant to take less than a few days (stated in tos)
i hate having night anxiety like this...
it's been almost 2 hours now and im too afraid to sleep
my girlfriend says that she'll "remember to ask (me) about savage when (i) wake up!"
let's see if she does!
also i lied. i didnt go to bed i did styling for this (❁´◡`❁)
i go to bed for real now!! goodnight world!
savage done for today!! it went well, saw a decent bit of p2!
goodnight for now (❁´◡`❁)
we extended by 10 minutes. could i have said no? yes. i need to wake up early for lancer
regardless i said yes :3
p12s p2 is still fun though =w=
pfft p12s p2 is so easy
messes up mechanic like a boss
messes up mechanic like a boss
messes up mechanic like a boss
messes up mechanic like a boss
messes up mechanic like a boss
we are taking a small 10 minute break ^w^
honestly p12s p2 is really cute and funny so far. i like the puzzle-ness of it!!
im listening to our dear raid leader explaining caloric 1 and it makes no sense ^w^
i think what isnt helping is that D3 just doesn't ... do much. it isnt even in the priority part of the macro
which makes me go ??? what am i doing ???
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